God, help.
I just came back from civil service examination----professional level. Man, that was so difficult! I wouldn't even expect to pass... as they say, "expect the unexpected". And yes, that I will do, just so it won't hurt much if it becomes true. I felt like I just wasted my money applying. Oh well, not all things come to my expectations. But somehow there's still something that makes me think that I want to pass because: 1.) the money, dude! 2.) no problem to take care of. At least I have accomplished something and not worry about it anymore. 3.) I don't have to wait 2 years to apply again if I fail (hopefully, with God's grace, won't happen. I knew that failure is a possibility, but Lord, please, don't let it happen). 4.) don't tell me that I have just wasted my time (a whole day) for the review.
One thing: analogy and logic were the hardest part. It really made me quite pissed off (from reading and analyzing), and sleepy (since I'm slightly sick and haven't got enough sleep that time). One funny thing is, my stomach growled many times because I haven't had my breakfast because I thought I was late (it was indicated in the application receipt that the exam starts at 6:30 am).
Hopefully, and I pray, that I'll pass. Actually I offered that exam to God, to my mom, and to my grandma. :)
Good luck to me!
Oh, and another (2nd) thing: hopefully the children will be happy for the pencils we examinees donated to them. Lessens their expenses, and also for the better of their education.
I just came back from civil service examination----professional level. Man, that was so difficult! I wouldn't even expect to pass... as they say, "expect the unexpected". And yes, that I will do, just so it won't hurt much if it becomes true. I felt like I just wasted my money applying. Oh well, not all things come to my expectations. But somehow there's still something that makes me think that I want to pass because: 1.) the money, dude! 2.) no problem to take care of. At least I have accomplished something and not worry about it anymore. 3.) I don't have to wait 2 years to apply again if I fail (hopefully, with God's grace, won't happen. I knew that failure is a possibility, but Lord, please, don't let it happen). 4.) don't tell me that I have just wasted my time (a whole day) for the review.
One thing: analogy and logic were the hardest part. It really made me quite pissed off (from reading and analyzing), and sleepy (since I'm slightly sick and haven't got enough sleep that time). One funny thing is, my stomach growled many times because I haven't had my breakfast because I thought I was late (it was indicated in the application receipt that the exam starts at 6:30 am).
Hopefully, and I pray, that I'll pass. Actually I offered that exam to God, to my mom, and to my grandma. :)
Good luck to me!
Oh, and another (2nd) thing: hopefully the children will be happy for the pencils we examinees donated to them. Lessens their expenses, and also for the better of their education.

